i'm finally at peace. i know what i want. and i know i'm on the right path. especially when all of my colleagues feel the exact same way that i do.

"happy is what happens when all your dreams come true . . .well, isn't it?
cause getting your dreams
as strange as it seems
is a little, well, complicated
there's a kind of a sort of cost
there's a couple of things get lost"

so those are lyrics from wicked.

how much of your soul can you sell for your dream before you are actually just selling out?

but the peace comes from the balance. knowing that sacrifices have to be made and not seeing them as sacrifices but as steps.

guess my mortgage is making me grow up.